Live to dream. Dream to live.

Live big and shine bright.

June 2, 2012 1:35 am 1:31 am 1:30 am 1:25 am

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1:23 am 1:23 am 1:23 am 1:22 am
I did this tonight❤

I did this tonight❤

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1:22 am 1:21 am 1:21 am 1:20 am June 1, 2012 10:14 pm 10:13 pm

This is a house, not a home.

Sometimes I feel like I don’t even have my mom there to support me. Everybody acts like they’re put to come to some even of mine. My big brother is graduating tomorrow, and I hardly ever see him and it feels like I’m losing my best friend, my middle brother is never home and never really socializes with me accept for being a pain in the ass, and my mom and step dad act like they have their own family with half-brother, and hardly ever have anything to do with the rest of us. I miss spending time with my big brother. I miss when it used to be me, my mom, and my middle brother. I love my baby brother, but I hate giving up all my time to watch him and never getting to go out. I hate my step dad because he is such a selfish person and only thinks of himself, never considers anyone else, treats my middle brother like he’s a dog and tells him how much he hates him, does not have a mouth filter whatsoever. I hate that my mom gives into everything that he wants and never considers how anyone else feels. I hate that everyone in my family only considers how they feel and does not worry about anyone else. This is not a family. These people are too selfish to be considered a family. I just want it back to when I felt like I wasn’t on my own all the time. I sick of never having anyone to go to because I don’t feel like I can trust anyone. I’m sick of all the bullshit. I just want my family back.

10:04 pm

My Dearest Allie,
I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you.
-Noah

My Dearest Allie,

I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you.

-Noah

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